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I have three writings for this post: 1) More of [...]

Coldwater, Michigan
via Prepare For Change
I have three writings for this post:
1) More of My Story
2) The Story of the Reptilian Couple, the Gremlin and the Shadow Being (abbreviated)
3) An Open Letter to the Cabal

First I'm going to start off with a song:…

More of My Story:

I really don't want to disclose openly about my story in a public forum but my situation has changed some. For the past 2250+ days, I have been under threat of cabal assassination. However, they don't want me to just assassinate me. They want me to either "disappear" or make it look like an "accident" although I'm also aware of the "random act of violence" angle as well. Why am I such a target? I'm just another Michigan hilljack (hilljack = part hillbilly/part lumberjack). What makes me so damn special?

In my prepareforchange profile I wrote that I'm a "negative energy clearer"...a relatively benign statement coming from a light worker/warrior. What you don't know is that I'm not talking about just my own negative energy burdens. For over the last 6+ years I have had negative energies channeled to me that are NOT my own to clear as well. This is my current understanding as my spirit guides are largely mum on the topic. Metaphorically speaking, I'm like a fullback in football where I help block and clear negative energy at the line of scrimmage for the masses or open up holes in the dark defense so light workers and others can advance the light up-field where they can do their good works with a minimum to no negative energy interference/attacks. Again, this is based on what I've learned and through experiences...mum from the spirit guides. Would like more of the truth. Anyway, this is my main service to our beloved Gaia and to the forces of Light. Apparently, this service also makes me a cabal target...even in 4d.

The Story of the Reptilian Couple, the Gremlin and the Shadow Being (abbreviated):

So about 3 months ago one evening, I get a visit from a reptilian couple. The male tried to energy rip me/fuck with my soul/assassinate me...whatever he was trying to do while the female was looking on. This went on for a couple of hours where every once in a while out of frustration I was asked by them, "What are you?" to which I replied, "I'm a child of Mother Gaia" or "I'm a child of the Light." To make a long story short out of our conversation and cessation of their hostilities, I asked them if they wanted to be of the light? They said yes then I offered to clear their negative energy. They gave me their negative energy (or most of it) and I cleared it. They are part of the Light now and part of my current "spiritual entourage."

Anyway, so fast-forward to the next day, late afternoon. I got a visit from a gremlin or gremlin-like entity and he started in on the same attacks that the reptilian male was doing to me the night before. To make a long story short, after being unsuccessful I asked him if he wanted to be of the Light? He said yes so I told him to give me his negative energy and I'll clear it. He did, or at least most of it and I cleared it. That gremlin is also part of the Light now and a part of my current spiritual entourage.

Sometimes, when I talk about 4d/astral I refer to it as the "cartoon universe" because of the unbelievability of it sometimes and here is a reason why. Sometimes, Mr. Gremlin will float up to my face, kiss me on my cheek, tells me "I love you" and then does a back-flip while having an orgasm and (you figure it out) on my cheek. I am NOT making that shit up! When he does it I laugh a little while I shake my head and say to myself, "Fucking cartoon universe." Earlier on this week the reptilian coupe and the gremlin asked me if they could lay with me on my bed as I was having a tough time. I said yes and we all laid together for like an hour. They could tell that I needed that...and I did.

Ok, so fast-forward to an hour later after my converting of the gremlin. I was trying to relax and then I got a visit from a seriously evil and powerful shadow being. It appeared like a blob/vortex and started attacking me. I had never felt anything like it before. It felt like cellular chaos. It felt like it was trying to poison every cell of my body with negative energy, all the while trying to energy rip/fuck with my soul. It was very, very painful and that thing took me to my limits and beyond. During it's attack it said, "I own you!" While in immense agony I started to laugh and said, "You don't own me! Nobody owns anybody!...thought an evolved being like you would have command of such remedial logic and reason." I continued on with, "I will not break, I will not yield and I will not fall." Yep, that pissed it off and it intensified it's attack more. After awhile longer and it being unsuccessful I said, "If you want to be a part of the Light, I can help are in pain" to which it replied, "Never!" Later on still I said, "The more negative energy you give me to clear, the quicker Gaia can be bring it on because I will not break, I will not yield and I will not fall." That is when I started to sense fear from it. Soon after it stopped and it said, "Fuck you"...then disappeared.

I don't know exactly how long the attack an hour or a little over but what I do know is that it took me like 4 hours to start feeling right again. At first, I wasn't sure if I was going to recover from that was that potent. I told my spirit guides, "If I don't make it through this and clear it out then take me to the galactic sun and throw me in the soul kiln." I didn't want to live in that fog of dense negative energy and have it change my being. Thankfully, I was able to recover and clear that fog but it was a fucking me! So, why did I share that abbreviated story?


I love you. I love you unconditionally...despite all that I have been through to which I have only shared just a sliver. Shocked? If you understood the Light, you wouldn't be shocked at all. I forgive you for your transgressions and trespasses toward me over all these years. To the cabal that are assigned to me for surveillance or running ops. on me, what does your heart tell you? You can't tell me that over all these years that your heart or conscience has said to you at least once, "Why am I doing this? I don't feel like this towards this person. I could be good friends with this person if the situation were different."

Let me put it in a different way. You are very capable soldiers following orders. What about the people giving those orders and the people above them and so on? Do you think those people giving the orders of the people above them and so on give a shit about you? Think about it. You are an expendable resource to them. Think you can do their chores and dirty work like a good soldier and then ascend to "their" level? Think again. They don't want you on "their" level. Do you think "they" want to share that level with all? Lower level cabal are just as enslaved as the rest of humanity.

Sure, you might feel a brotherhood/sisterhood attachment, a sense of duty, honor or fellowship to the cabal but don't think for one second if higher level cabal hear a rumor or conjecture about you that they won't act on it and fuck you in the ass...even though you are "all in", dotted every i and crossed every t of their bidding faithfully and loyally. Tell me that I'm wrong. It is a false sense of honor that the higher level cabal play on with lower level cabal. Don't think for one second that the higher level cabal won't fuck over lower level cabal the first chance they get if it is in their best interest to do matter what you have done for them.

I could go on and on but to the cabal reading this, if even one sentence resonates with you, even if one word resonates with you...I am here for you and I want to help! The power is within you to break your chains of negative energy bondage and start walking with the light. The cabal doesn't care about you at the end of the day but the Light does...always have and always will.

Aren't you just a little bit curious on what the Light has to offer? The unconditional love? The compassion? The forgiveness? The eternal bliss? The peace? The feeling of real belonging and fellowship? The feeling of never-ending satisfaction? Think my questions are mere pipe-dreams born out of fantasy? Think again. If you want to walk with the light, the answers to those questions will be yours in "cup-overflowing" nirvana and abundance. And I want to help!

Now, I can't take on all your negative energy to doesn't work like that. You have to put in your own work but I can and will give you a "jump-start" on that path if you so choose. Think of me as a negative energy clearing 7-11...I'm open 24/7 and almost always doing business. Slurpee anybody?

Finally, to the cabal in my life or other cabal reading this in which "Happy?" by Mudvayne resonates or fills you with what you do to others...I have something to say. Hmmmm...happy huh? To those cabal that feel that are going to have an IMPOSSIBLE row to hoe moving forward. However, it doesn't have to be that way...and I love you unconditionally.

All Lightworkers and Lightwarriors have these type of experiences. It is an area that can make it difficult to want to approach other people- what would you say to them? " Hey want to be a Lightworker? Listen to what I did today."
In instances like these, fiction would be much easier.
Sunday 28 August 2016, 05:37:55
[deleted user]
Sounds like you've got to sort out your priorities Shane. Nothing wrong with the wish to clear the air, but it looks like you've got to go inside first and find out what makes you tick and why. The outside world mirrors our inside world. Inside, It's the best place to make proper choices and guard one's boundaries. Just a suggestion, I don't know you and your path.
Sunday 28 August 2016, 07:09:36
[deleted user]
hey shane:)
first of all thank you for your courage and your honesty and trust to share your story!
We all have our inner demons, our inner fears that we are facing and oh boy I was facing them too and oh hell yes this is really scary and damn uncomfortable. I believe that sometimes we take on ourselves too much to carry on responsibilty for others and even it is for these entities. If it is sucking from your life force or in any way taking too much energy from you my advice is : leave it for yourself. I mean it is not worth it to do this if it is doing that. If those entities are drawn to you it might be, I just say it might be that you maybe are mirroring something. Maybe you need to look within searching for where sadness, pain or fears are still within you IF that is the case. And if yes you need to look at it- with unconditional love, maybe imaging the violet flame of transformation and send it to the light, release it. You do not need to this Job on your own and most importantly you can only do it when you are cleared yourself if you know what I mean. Dont be to strict on yourself, you don´t have to carry all the weight of the world on your shoulders alone.
Ask yourself: Do I really want to do this Job? First and foremost you need to protect yourself and care for yoursef. love and light to you,
Sunday 28 August 2016, 14:15:45
[deleted user]
Thank you for saying it in such a compassionate understanding way, Martina. I meant to express the same, but chose a more blunt way of saying it.
Sunday 28 August 2016, 18:55:42
Interesting responses. To Pastinakel...sort out priorities eh? In your words, "...but it looks like you've got to go inside first and find out what makes you tick and why..." Where do you think those words I shared came the way? As I said, "I really don't want to disclose openly about my story in a public forum but my situation has changed some." I know exactly how I tick...I expressed exactly how I tick with a sliver of truth on how the cabal has done me thus far...THUS FAR! Don't you think I would like to disclose more of the truth if the spirit guides would let me? 2250+ days...that a lot of days, LOTS of stories to make the cabal look like shit. Are you asking for more? When the time is right, whether I'm alive or story will be told regardless...and it will be SHOCKING, far...far more than what I've shared. *Sniff Sniff*...I'll point a finger at Pastinakel. I don't believe that a light worker would would say such words to me. Question him in future posts. Disinformation operatives are the cabal's "alamo" defense at this point...and they are starting to ramp up. I am telling the truth as far as I'm allowed right now. If you knew the whole truth of my story...people on this website and indeed across the word would collectively SHIT THEMSELVES. To go a little further on the post that I published...Pastinakel, I never said anything about the attempt on being psychotronically assassinated through a dream after the interaction with that shadow being that attacked me or the final showdown with the shadow being. I even wrote with that middle story the notation...(abbreviated). I didn't give y'all the full story. Just what was needed at the time regarding my situation. If I was y'all reading this, I would look at Pastinakel with strong skepticism. What does your heart/gut tell you?
Tuesday 30 August 2016, 08:21:23
To edward...much the same as pastinakel. Didn't really read my post and the context thereof...did ya? Edward wrote, "In instances like these, fiction would be much easier." Oh really? MSM sounds like where edward belongs. That is where the fiction is. Be ready for this people. Discern your environment and the people in it. It is the last battle...
Tuesday 30 August 2016, 08:42:48
[deleted user]
Keeping in mind that you receive me with strong skepticism, Shane, what I meant with "what makes you tick" is how you've been treating yourself and your condition, suffering much and having to endure attacks. You seem caught in a loop of negativity and you may have a good reason for it, who knows?
I'm sorry Shane, it seems you've grown attached to what you suffer from and that you've grown extremely sensitive in taking things personally, due to it.
You can't seem to pick yourself up and start your life anew, it seems that to you there's no other way and therefore you'll force yourself to be attached to a rock by a chain, with a vulture picking at your liver, loosing much energy (it's a metaphorical allegory). I believe you that these experiences are horrible, there are ways to find support and healing, more and more each day. Ask for help and learn to overcome the obstacles preventing you to find it. Don't take it too personally, it's a sharing of my view and opinion, with a sincere offer of feedback. Leave it when it doesn't resonate with who you are, okay?
Tuesday 30 August 2016, 08:53:06
ShaneEW Pastinakel. Dude, my life began anew on 03/03/06. The charge that I am dealt with began in mid-April of 2010. Did you not read my original post on this or my profile page? I don't understand you pastinakel. What you are telling me I am telling you. You said, "Shane, what I meant with "what makes you tick" is how you've been treating yourself and your condition, suffering much and having to endure attacks. You seem caught in a loop of negativity and you may have a good reason for it, who knows?" Hahahaha, in a way you are right. To my knowledge, my contract is to take on negativity in all it's forms...ALL it's forms and clear it...including yours right now. This is what I said in my first writing. Are you a dunce of comprehension or of competition? I'm not trying to compete with anybody but it seems like you are trying to compete with me. I wrote what I did and then you are the one that is "competing with me about it." Are you judging me for what I said? What is it about what I wrote that compels you so strongly to compete with it or to fight it? What I wrote was out of love and truth and how you are coming at me is not out of is out of criticism...from the beginning. There is a difference between love and criticism. That is the main difference here. I come out of love/truth and I get criticized by pastinakel...Still. Again, question this person. The more he talks, the more credibility he loses with me. Yeah, I'm's like almost 5am eastern...I'll let him have the last word if he so chooses. Interesting debate for the future nonetheless.
Tuesday 30 August 2016, 09:51:33
[deleted user]
It's my last words on this dispute, Shane. Your conclusions are merely loud bangs of doors, now shut.
I can't see an opening to communicate with you anymore.
Tuesday 30 August 2016, 10:50:31
Good...I'll play are a shill. You can't see an opening to communicate with me more...perfect.
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:31:33
What else you want to say shill? Anything?
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:32:21
I see that you are online now...want to hammer on me more?
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:32:56
Be my guest...give it to me...
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:33:37
You want to discredit me...bring all that you've got...
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:36:20
I'd love to see what you have had to say on this website...trash my ass
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:37:34
hate on me more on me bruh...Pastinakel...shill
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:38:51
hate on me shill...hate....
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:39:45
you are online right me now and where are with you me right now? C'mon bruh...give me more of that hate...
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:41:17
That is what I thought...Pastinakel is completely and holistically shill
Sunday 5 March 2017, 08:45:50
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